The clock is ticking

If there is one thing I don't like to do, it's wait. Sometimes it feels like you are hanging in limbo when you have to wait for something, especially if it is something that could change the life path you are on. In a few weeks I should find out if I've been accepted into school. In the mean time I get to just wait, all the while wondering if things are going to work in my favour. This dreadful waiting has me questioning my abilities and my efforts. I've worked very hard at what I do and I hope that the board judging my application can see the potential I possess. I have 4 months left here in Korea and if school doesn't pan out like I hope it does, then what? I don't want to go back to my old life and back into my old radio career. It would feel like a giant step backwards. So if I don't get a positive response then I'm going to have to think of something else to do or somewhere else to go. If I get in I know exactly what I am going to do with my life, if not I have no clue. This waiting to find out sure does suck.